Idk what to do... help...

Emilee

So this is gonna be a long one... so there was this guy that I had been friends with for like a really really long time. And I always kinda had a crush on him and he always kinda had a crush on me. But either I was single and he wasn’t or he was single and I wasn’t. So finally, we’re both single and I work up the courage to ask him out after weeks of flirting... he says yes. We date for 5 days. He breaks up with me bc “hw doesn’t know me as well as I know him”. Keep in mind, I know everything about him. Not in a weird way but I really pay attention... I know his body language and his facial expressions and his tone and everything. He knows mine too. We know when one of us is faking... it’s just really a cute thing... anyways, find out that he cheated on me with his ex, he gets back with her for 3 days, asks me to flirt with him so she’ll break up with him, we end up back together, date for 5 days and AGAIN he breaks up with me for her. He flirts all the time and still sends dps even tho he’s with her. He copies and pastes messages and sends them to both of us. I love him so much I just don’t want to move on... maybe if I just wait a little longer... when we were together we were all over each other always hugging and laughing and having fun and just... it’s really really hard to explain without sounding creepy, we had inside jokes. But anyways, he cheated on his gf with me. Touching my thigh when she’s not looking and stuff. But when we were together, he always was finding a reason to touch me. Not in a weird way and I enjoyed it. But always laying on me or holding my hand or leaning on me or cuddling or rubbing my back. There was always something... and he still stare at me and everything so idk what to do... help