I miscarried last March when I was 11 weeks pregnant with our second child. I’d always wants my kids close in age, and the baby would’ve been born one month before my sons second birthday. Anyway, after we lost our baby I went back to school and started working in healthcare and absolutely love it. So I’ve definitely come to a point where I’m finally happy in my job and overall life and we’ve started TTC about three months ago. Let me tell you, with Hudson and our angel, we were not trying. Now that we are... this shit is hard! I have feelings of fear that I didn’t have before and I am getting so down every time I get a negative test result or my period starts.

My period was due yesterday and I’ve had no sign of it, plus some nausea and food aversions lately but the tests have been negative.

I guess my reason for this post is just for some support from someone in the same boat as me. Any takers?