Help! To pixie or not to pixie?!

Victoria

So I'm 20 and I've been wanting to cut all my hair off for forever but I'm so scared. The only thing I'd miss is braiding it because that's my favorite thing to do with it. I always have my hair up or back in some way and it's just starting to piss me off! I'm a bit more on the tomboy side as well and I don't usually wear much (if any) makeup, so I'm super scared I'll look butch. And if I don't like it, I'd like some tips on growing it out. Anyway, here's some recent pics of me. What do you think? I also wish I could get a perm with the pixie as well because I LOVE short curly hair. My hair is very fine and super straight 😒