For 9 months on my ttc journey, I never used opks. My husband feared they would make this all more chore like and would change the focus of our marriage. As this is our tenth month, we decided we needed to go that extra step. For the past 4 evenings, I rush home after work to POAS. The first night I only had one line and I was devastated. i thought for sure there will always be two lines and I immediately felt the pain of all my negative hpts. I was scared I hadn't been ovulating this whole time...and I was just a hot mess. The next day, I got a vfl. The next I got a light line, but it was there! I couldn't wait to get home the next day and test.

Last evening, I had a very bold line....so close to positive. I woke up this morning really wanting to PoAS. I think it is safe to say this is my latest addiction