first miscarriage

So last Friday I took 2 pregnancy tests and they both came back with faint positives. on Saturday I took another PT and it came back with a strong positive. Sunday afternoon I started cramping & had brownish discharge once when I wiped after going to pee. Monday morning I was feeling great until I got to work around 6:30pm I felt a gush through my underwear I thought I had peed on myself until I went to the bathroom and saw all the blood. I decided to go to the ER and got there at about 8pm. They took my vitals, they took a urine sample for a PT and then I got blood drawn they told me I would have an ultrasound just to find out hours later that it was cancelled. finally at around 1am on Tuesday morning they brought me back to my room and they had me wait on the doctor. Weeell doctor came in and told me that I wasn't pregnant. he said there was no trace of HCG in my blood and that my PT had came back negative. my heart was shattered. they went on to do a pelvic exam to check for a possible infection and it all came back clean. everything looked "fine" and I was discharged. I came home and the bleeding kept getting heavier then it would get light. on Thursday I kept getting cramps and sharp pains in my right ovary followed by tissue-like clots. today I feel like it's about to end. I have light spotting and finally no cramping or pain. I'm glad it's almost over but will the pain from losing a baby ever get better? I was only 5-6 weeks pregnant but I loved him/her already with all my heart and soul 💔