I posted twice before. The firt time about a dream I had where God told me that he didn't like my relationship with my ex fiance. And the I ask for prayers because I didn't know if that meant that I had to separate at all from him or just correct some things. I took the advice of some of you and didn't talk to my ex fiance at all in a whole week and spent all the time I could (I am a med student in finals) talking and praying God to show me his will. And he did. He showed me somethings that he didn't like and that I didn't like. But I felt that after that it was my choice if I wanted to continue the relationship knowing what God revealed me. And I was going to give him a second opportunity because he was all after me asking fot ine but in the things in the things that God showed me is that he loves me but he is immature, insecure and with a low self-esteem and I did love him but because of all those three things I was not being who I really am. And I couldn't talk to him without hurting him or even if I talked to him the best way I knew being all amorous and all he wouldn't understand. I am currently out of Puerto Rico in med school and come back in two weeks. All i asked him for was to wait until I can see him in person and talk and take a decision. But he couldn't. Everyday I would get a text telling me to forgive about him that I don't appreciate him, that I treat him bad. That I don't understand him and then he would come back. It has been almost a month since I cancelled the wedding. (Yes we were going to get married this april before the dream) Anyway is been a month and I know he loves me but he is still the same. And I feel I am in a point where what I was going to suffer for the end of the relationship has passed and that I can let him go and feel ok. But still I was going to give him that second opportunity and I realized it was because I didn't want him to suffer not for me. So I let him go the best way I could. without hurting him. Obviously in his eyes I am the worst woman and the one who broke his heart. And that hurts and make me sad because I did love him and this is for the best. But he need tk grow up.