Hating myself

Charliey

Me and my fiancé lost our baby at 12 weeks (was 12 weeks when found out but heartbeat stopped at 7 the miscarriage was missed) and have been trying to get pregnant again ever since (miscarriage ended August) and still nothing... a few months ago I thought I was pregnant again but it was just an evaporation line... AF turned up yesterday to ruin my birthday and now seeing on here all of the people getting their BFP I feel so down and shit... it seems like everyone around me can get pregnant even after a miscarriage except me.... and I know that’s selfish because most of you will have been trying for longer but I’m just so jealous of you all... we are just so ready for our rainbow baby and it seems like we aren’t ever going to get it