going to drive myself crazy

I don't mean to start this off depressing but I lost my beautiful baby girl 10 months ago. I was 8 months pregnant and one day she just stopped moving. Doctors couldn't find anything wrong with her or with me. even after I gave birth there was nothing wrong. she was perfect. I keep going back and forth in my mind do I want to try again? what's going to drive me crazy is my period isn't supposed to start for a week but I'm spotting. I don't feel like i usually do when I get it. no cramps or anything. maybe it decided to start early? I don't know, it's possible. my mind is racing.