When we announced my pregnancy to my family we asked the cast of our local panto to do it for us since it was a family tradition to go every Boxing Day. They said “2018 will be there year Connor and Ellie will be known as Mum and dad”. Well it won’t. So my baby is heaven we are as I gave birth to them on January. But I don’t feel like a mum. My last chance to have a baby this year has gone as my period came today. Bang on time.

Side note: I will be grateful whenever I get to have and hold a baby. It’s only because of my announcement for my last baby that I had my hopes up for this year.