My first child I snapped back. I didn’t get stretch marks. Now I can’t control my eating habits I have stretch marks from bb #2 my stomach is jiggly I’m so over weight it hangs over my pants now I’m crying writing this.

I don’t want anyone commenting you just had a baby don’t worry.

I just want to know if there is ANYTHING to make me stop avoiding the mirror after the shower or crying getting into the shower because I passed the mirrors and saw someone I’ve never seen in 23 years and oh that’s you. Seeing someone who I wished I would never be I am not proud of my fu**ing stretch marks. I don’t even want my SO to look at me naked anymore),:

I’m posting anonymously so if there are questions I will update post with answers I just need help