So I’m 14 almost 15 and I’ve never had a bf but I’m already stressed about sex , guys have offered to do shit but I’ve been like nahhh.im very very insecure about my body in a lot of ways , I’m kinda chubby but curvy ish and I get boils between my legs that I’m very embarrassed about. I’m so scared that when I finally I have sex the boy will be like ew does she have a disease or something?! And I know that it should be with a guy that wouldn’t do that but still.

I’m also just worried coz sex is hyped up to be very emotional and spiritual and amazing specially first times but that’s a lot of pressure and it’s kinda hard to accept that it probably won’t be like that. I also really want to give this guy a blow job but I’m worried i will be bad at it.

Just lots of teenage insecurities and stupid worries

Any one got any advice??