So since being pregnant all my partner has done is be horrible, he went out last weekend and didn't come back for two days after I went to hospital as I was bleeding had a scare , we fought yesterday as he said he was going out again after having the worst weekend and week him calling me names and punishing me for sleeping with some 11 years back. I have severe anxiety and depression and being pregnant has really heighten both of these. I have longed for a baby a long time. I have panic attacks am I a newish job and when he tells me he's going out With the lads I have a panic attacks I know it's not right he should be aloud his freedom I just can't stand the aftermath of him being so verbally aggressive and smashing things up,I'm in love with this guy but am so stuck on what to do this is my first pregnancy and I do not want a broken family I'm so stuck on this but also I can't deal with anymore stress 😢