honestly i hate being the psycho type & jealous type. I’m so insecure with myself & i hate it. Because this weekend i went to visit my boyfriends family with him & his cousin introduced his girlfriend. and honestly she is so pretty & Has a nice body. I don’t like hating on other girls, like i myself agree she’s really pretty. but i can’t help but feel mad that what if he’s checking her out? I don’t have a nice body nor do i think i’m all that pretty. I hate ruining our moods bc of my insecurity

idk how to get over this insecurity thing and just live life.