I want a baby so damn bad, not necessarily at this moment in time, eventually though would be nice, but my boyfriend (together almost 3 years) does not want anymore kids (he has two with his ex wife)....she has screwed him over so bad with custody and all kinds of other shit (not worth getting into right this moment) and I honestly think he is just afraid that it would happen again if we were to break up (they were married for 8 years, together 10 so its not like they were not serious and so if it happened with them why wouldn't it happen with us) I resent her so much for ruining everything; babies, marriage, etc. she really is a terrible person (Ill NEVER like her but Ill get along for the kids sake)aside from all this and keeping his kids from us for no reason. for anyone who will say well just move on to someone who would have kids with you, marry you etc, or if he loves you he should give you what you want but its honestly not that easy! Just really all in my feels today and needed to get it off my chest.