I wish I would go into labor naturally.

C

I'm being induced next week on my due date if he doesn't come before then. he's been measuring bigger my whole pregnancy, I have a family history of pre-eclampsia, and my doctor isn't going to let's me go past my due date, which I'm okay with because I've been in prodromal labor since about 37 weeks have, been having contractions every 5 to 7 minutes without them doing anything. I had my membranes stripped on Thursday to see if that would help and last night honestly thought I was going into labor finally but then after 3 hours of painful contractions that got to 4 minutes apart they stopped. My stomach feels exhausted and my back feels like giving out when I stand. I'm exhausted. But I've come to accept the fact that I will probably be induced. But I'm heartbroken that I probably won't experience a natural labor as my first was induced too. My boyfriend doesn't want me to go into labor yet and it's really upsetting me.