He lied, there were strippers...

My husband and I are Christians, we were married almost a year ago and he just admitted there was A stripper, so obviously in their hotel room. I voiced this before he went away for the weekend I was very against this. When he came back just days before our wedding I asked him if there was strippers and he looked me in the face and promised me no. I feel so completely heart broken, even more that he would look me in the face and lie. We have had the most amazing relationship I thought for sure I would never have to face something like this, I can't stop crying and he hasn't even said a word to me in over a day... I'm praying to God, but my heart is hurting so much.. if he felt like he had to lie, how do I know if anything more happened.....

And to make it worse we are trying for a baby and this is my fertile week and I can't even bare to look at him.. 😭😭😭😭