Scared to Test

DeNika • 30. 💍.

If my title doesn’t sum it up enough, I’m so scared to test... After a miscarriage last October and a PCOS diagnosis I have literally been feeling discouraged. Well, my CNM started me on Provera in February, I took it for ten days and after cramps that had me doubled over sobbing I started my period...

Fast forward to the present.. I’ve been trying to keep myself mellow because I’m experiencing what could be considered early pregnancy symptoms. Sore nipples, bloating, lower back & abdomen discomfort, frequent urination, fatigue, and the most vivid dreams ever. Hubby has also been having “symptoms” (which he did the last time we found out we were expecting) also this morning after smelling his tea I wanted to vomit 😂.

Anywho.. I’m scared to see the negative on the test after what seems to be for sure signs... idk, guess I’m just venting 🙃