Scared

So my bf stuck the tip in, ONCE, but I’m only 5 Weeks pp. I had a first degree tear and he was looking for stitches. A lot have come out but I think a few are still in there.

Well I had some brown blood later that day. He didn’t really do anything other than just stick the tip in to see how it felt (he’s dumb haha). I’m scared he might’ve messed up my healing or reopened some wounds on the inside. I tried to look down there with a mirror but I can’t seem to position myself or the mirror right 😂

We know to wait until the OB clears sex, but he’s a weird guy and wanted to just see how it felt 😒 I’m dumb for letting him🤷🏻‍♀️