Waiting

Nicole • Wifey 4•16•16 ❤KGA❤ MC on 11•27•16 Pregnant with my rainbow 🌈 due 12/12

I feel like I'm just waiting to lose this baby. I am trying so hard to have hope. I want to trust that this will work out. Started spotting yesterday at 4w5d. Went to er and have uti and irritated cervix. My hcg has been doubling so that's good. Today have horrible diarrhea and nauseousness (sorry, tmi) and am spotting a little again. Crampy like a period. So scared to lose this rainbow baby.