I have been a tough cookie through these beginning stages. Had another US yesterday and I feel confident this one will finally stick! But I was so worried!!

Bf is out of town working.

My job is so stressful.

All my friends live back home.

My relationship has been struggling.

I have 2 teens, my daughter is so snotty and my son is so isolated.

I do in home therapy with my kids now to help us.

I can’t get excited about this baby yet because I’ve had multiple losses and I’m high risk.

I have generalized anxiety and can’t take meds.

I was a smoker and quit when I found out.

It keeps snowing where I live.

I want corn and chocolate but not together.

I read an article and been sobbing since.

This is my minds issues at the moment. And I want fish and I can’t eat the fish I got. And I want jerky.

I do not remember being this way. My bf says yes I was like this with the last so I’m blaming him and his swimmers for these emotions lmol