Diagnosed...

I was just diagnosed w herpes.... it’s hard I feel so disgusting 😓 my lady part hurts and burns, so bad... I think my boyfriend gave it too me I just don’t know... he’s the second person I’ve ever been w and my ex was a girl and I know she didn’t have it bc was we broke up 2yrs ago.... how can I stop the pain, I’m so confused bc I love him so much.....💔 He says he’s gonna be here w me through this forever, he said he’s never leaving me... he took the day off and took me too the doctors I just don’t know.... 😓😓