Some days are worse than others 🙁

I lost my baby on January 31st and I should be around 21 weeks right now. It feels like every one around me is pregnant, my cousin and I were 6 days apart In our pregnancy’s and today she found out she’s having a boy. My good friend found out last week she’s having a boy and a coworker found out a few weeks ago she’s having a boy. I’m beyond happy for them! It just makes it a little harder knowing that I should be finding out what I’m having. 😕😢 Hoping this year gets easier and get my rainbow next year