I wish i was still young and naive and thought if a boy pulled my hair, he was in love with me and drew my name in the stars. I wish i could still cry and get away with my heart being broken and blame it on everyone but myself. I wish serious talks were just whether he wanted to kiss me or not. I don't believe in love but i do believe the way he smiles can light my days. I wish boys weren't so stupid. I wish i wasn't so stupid. I wish i knew what i wanted. I wish i was still 12 and thought the world was magical and everyone loved each other. I wish i was loved.