iv off and on struggled with anorexia since i was a child but got better and actually became quite overweight after my second son was born.. 7 months ago i seperated from the father of my kids which triggered ptsd and another relapse.. iv now lost 80 lbs in 6 months.. im very ill, and iv been trying to reach out to programs for help but the wait lists are 6-12 months 😩 and i fear that i might not make it that long. now my dr has started me on antidepressants which are actually making me sicker physically and im not sure what else to do.. my boys need their mama but mama just isnt well enough to be there properly for them 😭