5 weeks after MC

Tia • 36 married and mother to three little 👼👼👼 and my oldest son♡ TTC our 🌈🍼 after MC

so im now 5 weeks post MC. No AF no sign AF is coming anytime soon. I would love to be pregnant with my little 🌈 but last i tested it was negative...so could AF just show up already so we can start again. Today a friend announced their due in Oct...which would have been when i was due.... kinda put me in a funk all day... does that get easier?? i can look at baby photos and such on here all day long and just be wishful but seeing the announcement just hurt..