break-up

hello to whomever is reading this

my boyfriend of 9 months broke up with me just yesterday night. him and I had our differences I wanted to be an exchange student while i studied and he didn't want me to go far from him. I told him I would help with the expenses and he wasn't ok with that so I broke up with him. but then we got back together. we made love the very next day and then yesterday out of the blue he broke up with me again. I am saying all this because I don't know if it's normal that I haven't cried or anything like that, I been trying to cry but I just can't.