just need some support

Kazandra

I miscarried late February and it was the hardest experience of my life. a few weeks later my best friend (basically my sister) found out she way pregnant. I was genuinely happy for her but at the smart time my heart was breaking. I did everything I could to set aside my personal feelings and be there for her. Today was her first appointment and she sent me a picture of the ultrasound sound. immediately I remembered my ultrasound and finding that where my baby once grew was now empty. I just want to crawl into a ball and cry. I thank God for protecting the little life in my best friend and pray everyday as if she was me. I know God has a plan and everything has it purpose and time. someone told me to have faith in God is also to have faith in his timing. I pray I can stay strong...today was just a little bit harder. sending my love and baby dust to all you sweet ladies. we are in this fight together!!!