devastated

why did this happen to me 💔

I was very happy finding out on feb 18 I was pregnant w my first I made a appt for April 13 to get my first ultrasound .. about 2 days ago I was at the er due to spotting they did a ultrasound and they come tell me that the baby measured 6 weeks and 3 days when I was suppose to be around 11 weeks and I got even worse news that they didn't see a heartbeat or hear one .. today I woke up w blood on my panties I just knew today would be the day I was happy I was buying baby clothes and now I have to mourn the loss of my baby even tho ir was small it was my baby I wanted to have my first baby ...

few stuff I bought now I have to see this everyday this hurts so much ... I won't give up I will have my baby so I will keep this and I will try and try till I have a sticky bean 😢😔