💔😭💔 not again!!!

I’ve posted a fair bit here recently after been so worried!

I had ectopic 2 years ago

Been trying for a total of 5 years :(

Missed my period last Friday and begged the drs for blood work

Monday reading 4w+3 - 92 ( panicked cause i thought that was low)

Wednesday 4w+5 should have doubled - just been woken up by the dr calling to say it’s only reached 130 can I come in to be seen and refer me to epu again 😭😭😭😭😭 I can’t deal with it again :( what am I doing wrong 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔