Ladies, I've finally came into my sexual peak! I've been married for 14 yrs. and have always jumped to be available to him, even though 75% of the time I'm left needing more. Now I'm ready! and..this is how my night went. *Me: Oh baby, I can't wait to get you alone & this is what I'm going to do to you. *Hubby: Okay, I'm getting in the shower but I've got to hurry because Survivor is coming on! A bit later hubby is watching TV- *Me: Goodnight. *Hubby: But baby! I shaved my balls. Ha! When Survivor was over I was snoozing. And guess who's left scratching their balls for the next week? Should I have to beg or compete for my husbands attention? Also, he's always accusing me of cheating (if not physical than emotional). It hurts. What's a lonely woman with needs to do?