So I had my hair dyed blonde and it was very very blonde...like white. I was really unhappy with it so I had it dyed brown (my natural color) the dye has never held and now my hair is this bright red that I hate...

I don't even like to look at it anymore or do anything with it.

I am scared to go to a old hairdresser, she was over an hour away and I didn't want to make a two hour round trip... And I'm not sure what my options would be now... I kinda what to go back to blonde but a nice warm blonde nothing like what I had before.