I’m 10 dpo (we did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> on Tuesday the third). I told myself I had to wait at least until today to test. So last night I had multiple dreams of taking tests and getting all BFPs. It was so weird because in the dreams, the tests weren’t even like they are in real life. One had four lines, and one used blood at home, etc.

So then I woke up and was slightly hopeful, but cautious too. I took a test and three minutes later I see “NO -“ and I’m just numb. It’s always negative. I know it could be too early, but I just don’t think it worked. Nothing ever does.

I’m just so heartbroken. This has been a long journey already and it’s starting to weigh down on my life a lot. I don’t know what to do anymore. 💔