Hate holding in news

Has anyone else felt depressed, anxious, and/stressed that they’re holding in the news from the world? I haven’t shared the news with anyone, but my two sisters and one other couple (family). It has been stressing me out that I have to keep making up excuses to NOT hang out with people, turn down invites, make up excuses for being tired, etc. I’m so ready to tell them so the weight of the secret is off my shoulders. I have 2 more weeks to go, but it feels like eternity!