Of getting older I suppose. I always did wonder "How did they get so crotchety?" Hating people so absolutely disconnected. People are shallow anyways I have come to find. But then grow in technology and the opportunity to write this message instantly creates disconnect. More time to age and sulk. I look back on life when I was young I had friends and wasn't close with my family and was happy but wanting grounding. Now as a mother and wife. Not many friends (oneclose) but this BEAUTIFUL family. It is a similar feeling still. But wanting friends. Looking forward to life's slow age, I mean ache. Wanting friendships that are deep and meaningful now, I suppose. But I would say it makes me sad to not have more friends cheering me on. I think glow should have more of a community coaching feature. Instead of calling for a coach be able to message?