I hate when all you want to see is 2 little lines so bad you think they are there and your actually just crazy because you have had 5 miscarriages to dates in the last 4 years. And all you want is a baby. Then you get a BFP and have a miscarriage the same day you find out and you are about 3 weeks pregnant....then to top it off a year ago your grandfather passed away and you can't get ahold of anyone in your family or friends circle to have someone support you when you have a major loss. Moral of the story.... it sucks having a miscarriage all alone and having the burden of so much pain