My first appointment is scheduled for this coming Tuesday where I meet the nurse, take all history, get all my information and then they schedule a follow up appt with the doctor and that's when I will receive my first ultrasound. I suffered a miscarriage last year and another a year before that so as elated as I am too be pregnant & growing this little miracle I have not allowed myself too fully be happy! I don't think about it, I don't talk about and I try too go about my days not thinking much about it because I'm afraid of the pain I'll feel if I allow myself too be vulnerable again ... all I can hope for is that God has finally blessed me and my family with a little miracle rainbow baby 💜💙