i need to stop crying and get my life together

so I'm reading this book. and a basic overview is in the book this girl meets this guy and they start dating and from the beginning I did not really like how it was going with the girl and the guy in the book and desperately wanted them to break up. Well in the book they broke up and for some odd reason I just start sobbing. I have been unable to pick up the book because I start crying all over again 😂 I've been like this for two days😂

I honestly called my friend who recommended the book to me and told her if I go into depression it's her fault

I NEED TO STOP CRYING ABOUT THIS STUPID, AMAZING, WONDERFUL BOOK AND GET MY LIFE TOGETHER!😂

I just read the next chapter: My dumb ass self decided to read the next chapter THE GUY THE GIRL BROKE UP WITH IS NOW DATING HER BEST FRIEND AND THE GIRL STILL LOVES

HIM

I CANT STOP CRYING 😭

Edit: I just read the next chapter and the only reason he is dating the girls best friend is to make the girl jealous and want him back

I CANT STOP SMILING 😁😁😁😁😁

edit again: so the girls best friend is named Becca and Becca is only dating the girls ex to make her ex ( Becca's ex) jealous of her and Adam ( the girls ex)

TOO MUCH IS GOING ON I NEED TO STOP READING BUT I CANT

update: So Becca loves her ex Josh. Josh hates becca. Alex is dating Becca who is Alyssa (the girl) best friend only to make Alyssa jealous. Alyssa still loves Alex and Alex still loves her. and Alyssa guy friend Jackson loves Alyssa and I think Alyssa is gonna date jackson to make Alex jealous. so Jackson just invited Alyssa to a party AND JOSH AND ALEX WILL BE THERE AND JACKSON AND ALEX AND JOSH ARE FRIENDS

so at the party the play drunk truth or dare and Alex ask jackson do you like Alyssa cause jackson picked truth🙄🙄🙄

so Jackson just confessed his love for Alyssa and Alyssa confessed her love for Alex and Alex confessed his love for Alyssa and Becca confessed her love for Josh (becca and Josh used to be dating until Becca started dating Alex to make Alyssa jealous so Josh broke up with her)and Josh confessed his love for Becca and I feel bad for Jackson so I'm screaming at the top of my lungs.