Breastfeeding

Being a FTM and breastfeeding a newborn is so exhausting😔 he’s breastfeeding fine but I’m just getting overwhelmed with it. Especially since it isn’t recommended that babies who are breastfed use a bottle until they are a month old so I’m the only one that can feed him. I feel like the only thing I do is sit and breastfeed and I can’t get anything else done. My boobs leak all the time and milk gets everywhere and if I’m not breastfeeding I’m pumping to try to get my boobs to stop leaking. I know I’m being annoying but like I said breastfeeding on top of being a FTM is just over whelming me right now.