After 6 mths of trying....

I was 4 days late for my period which never happens, at most I’m ever only one day late. Tests were negative so I waited a couple days and now at the 4 day late mark they’re still negative and I just got my period. This is much harder than the last 5 months, I really thought something was happening. I dunno how to shake this depressing feeling, I feel like I don’t even want to go through this again...I’m 26 so know I need to try another 6 months before I go to the doctor but this is so much harder and more upsetting than I thought it was going to be! I hate wait to go to the doctor bc what if they say there’s a huge problem and now I just wasted a year trying for nothing?