So this probably sounds stupid and your like girl get over it but I need to vent because I have to get it out somewhere. I finally got cleared at my appt to be able to workout again and my husband agreed to watch our lo while I went. Well I decided to do leg day against my better judgement and did some of the stuff I had done before getting pregnant and understood I needed to use lighter weights then I used to..... BUT MAN DID I SUCK IN THE GYM.... I am so fricken out of shape. Everything felt extremely difficult to do.. and I just felt out of it and its made me really discouraged about being able to get back to where I was... It's pathetic but I cried I was so mad at myself.

my husband mentioned that I need to understand I was on pelvic rest and all that fun stuff and wasn t able to workout and that in exhausted from lo not sleeping alot, but still he doesn't understand why I'm upset which is mostly because I'm super competitive with myself and don't like feeling like I half assed something. Idk hopefully I can work myself back to where I need to be.. but I just needed to vent... so thanks letting me :)