I can’t bring myself to directly ask anyone I know personally for help but I feel like I’m drowning. I make subtle cries for help hoping someone will notice the pain and sincerity behind my “joke” of purse unhappiness and discontent but no one has either A) caught on or B) cared enough to reach out. Where do I turn to now? I feel like an idiot even posting this but I feel such desperation for words of encouragement and advice on where to turn for help. I feel very..... low.