Weight gain worries(please read before commenting)

Yup posting this hiding behind my screen although I will post a pic. Who wants to hear a women get neurotic about weight issues? No one! Heck I don't want to say it out loud. Here's the deets...

My most of the time weight is 118ish-124ish

I'm 5'1 ( yeah those numbers aren't small for a short girl)

Baby 1 is 7. I gained around 35lbs it was off a little over a year after.

Baby 2 is 14 months also gained 35ish to 38lbs. When I found out I was pregnant I weighed 126lbs and B2 was almost a year.

I am currently 20 weeks and have gained 8 lbs.

I already know I will be bigger with this one.

I expect it to be harder to lose weight this time.

I am going to be 35 when I give birth (no spring chicken)

I absolutely loooove being pregnant (even though I usually have morning sickness for close to 4 months)

I always feel like super adorable showing off my baby belly.

BUT still worry about losing the weight in a good time frame. I absolutely don't want to be more than 130 a year post baby. That's a no go. Not because I'm shallow or whatever I just don't want all the health problems that go along with weight gain and um I'm cheap. I am not getting a new wardrobe. Also worry about the fast weight gain in this pregnancy because of the aforementioned reasons. Number one being the health issues. 💥💥💥💥💥I have to say I am not the type to eat what I want "because I'm pregnant" girl.💥💥💥💥💥 I love working out, I do make healthy choices with a few bad -never in excess.💥 My weakness isn't sweets btw not an ice cream girl, chocolate is gross to me, pastries are also not my thing. So here's the question. Mom's with multiple kids, preferably those that had some very close after each other, how was the weight loss journey? Tell me everything! So yup anonymous post but I have a pic of my 20 week bump. Pretty impressive bump for 20 weeks y'all.