Lately my anxiety has been worse than normal. Next month I plan/ed on taking Clomid for the first time. I hate taking medications to the point I won’t take Tylenol for a headache, but I know if I really want a baby I have to just suck it up and do it.

Issue is, since I’ve been anxious a lot lately....I notice my husband gives me no support. I expect him to say things like “relax you’ll be fine”,”what can I do to help” or just show some simple affection to help me. He does nothing.

Last night I brought this up with him....and asked “do u still want to have a baby with me?” His reply “prob not bc I can’t handle you” 😢😔. I took our wedding vows seriously....through sickness and health he should be here for me. He’s not. Idk what to do.

This is when I question every fucking thing.