Real talk here about my TTC

I’m a little over weight and me and my hubby have been TTC for going on 8 months now. While some of you may say oh that’s not that long or whatever let me just start by saying my feelings are valid no matter how long or short Iv been trying.

We have tried preeseed and what not and so far nothing. At first I had a really positive outlook on it and when I’d get a negative I would have the mind set of “ it’s okay there is always next month!” But now I’m to the point where getting that BFN has become devastating and takes me a few days to get over. I have made many permanent changes to my life style to help better convince and still nothing. I’m trying to also loose my extra weight in the process to help and still nothing.

Im just feeling stressed and saddened about this whole process right now. Iv lost my positivity and don’t know how to regain it.