I got pregnant on our first try. I was so excited. We had a miscarriage. Now I am crying everyday because it’s been hard since then to get pregnant. I just don’t understand how I could lose the one we made, and then it be hard after that. I’d rather it be hard from the get go, than to feel that excitement, only to lose it, then have a hard time after that. I need support because all I do is cry. And please don’t make fun of me.

UPDATE: I was having a down moment. My husband is strong when I can’t be and I am strong when he can’t be. We’re a great team. Thank you everyone for the encouragement. 🙌🏼