I’m over

So bored with this whole pregnancy thing. All uncertain. Is there even a baby? Is anything at all happening? Am I doing everything I can for this? What my life will be when this thing arrives? Will I be a cool mom or will I cry and dream for it to be over?

I’ve seen the scan, heard the heartbeat. I just don’t feel it. Am I afraid to feel? Am I not realizing it yet?

I’m just tired of waiting around all the time.