having a hard time connecting....

Kristina • mommy of 2💙+1👼+1 💙🌈 due 10/31 #mamabear #boymom

I'm 12weeks today and I'm having a really hard time connecting with this pregnancy...lately it's brought more stress than joy...I was very excited in the beginning, but now idk...I don't feel excited anymore...it doesn't help that I've got 3 helpless babies at home who are all currently sick...(2 kids and 1 husband) and they're making me crazy...

I just don't know what else to do to get excited about this baby again...has anyone else felt this way? how did you get through it??