My first came at 35 weeks, so now I feel like I’ve been pregnant for forever. I know these last 4 weeks have been great for her, but I’m ready to meet her now lol. My body is sore, and I hate everything 😂

I have gestational diabetes, and I am so done with it. I find myself starting to cheat a little and I just want her out so I can stop worrying so much! After 12 weeks of eating so well, this week I’ve lost control a little.

I had my apt today, I’m a little more dilated than last week but not much. So I got a sweep, went on a walk tonight, and had sex. We will try having sex nightly as I will be induced on my due date if she doesn’t show her sweet face before then. With the GD I don’t want to go over my due date.

Anyways, I had to complain to people who understand how I’m feeling.

Everyone is asking where the baby is, we all thought she would be here early. My mother in law flew here for the birth/to meet her but leaves Sunday, because we were pretty sure i would have her already lol. So if I don’t have her while she’s here I’ll be super bummed.