in 3 months it will almost be a year since me and my husband decided to try and have a baby.

Since trying things have constantly came up! Especially financially! So I really don't keep track of much anymore. I don't want to stress out my husband with this.

On top of that I have constantly gained weight!!! Which is my biggest problem right now. I just started dieting and working out, but idk. So it scares me that if I get pregnant I'll get even bigger and won't be happy. I know it sounds selfish, but when I have a child I don't want my attention to be on anything else but my child.

I know it hasn't been long since we decided, but idk I think I'm just gonna go with flow.

#stressed