I don’t mean to complain... sorry if I offend anyone...

Hi ladies I’m posting today because I’m feeling super defeated and I’m hoping the people in this group will understand and maybe tell me I’m not alone....

I’m only 10w, 1 day right now. I’m high risk because I’m a type 2 diabetic (although I lost 70 pounds prior to pregnancy to raven conceive). But also previously had my son at 33 weeks 8 years ago. I had a missed miscarriage last fall and a chemical pregnancy in January...

I had to start progesterone suppositories the day I found out I was pregnant. I’m almost done with that but I’m scared to be done with it... doctor said I have to start a baby aspirin at 12 weeks and a few weeks later I start the Makena injections and cervical length ultrasounds to see if I will need a cerclage.

I’m excited to do my cell free dna testing tomorrow so I will get to know if my baby is healthy... but I feel so incredibly overwhelmed with everything! I hate checking my blood sugar constantly and I just feel sad today...

Oh and I just found out yesterday that I have an incurable STD I had no idea I had...

My boyfriend and I work opposite shifts so we don’t see each other a lot... and my 8 year old is so sweet but also so mad that I just want to sleep a lot...

I know it’s a long post I’m just needing to vent I guess...